It has been a long time since I last type here, I don’t know why did I stopped, but now I really don’t know what to do about it!!!!

Anyway, just now, while viewing through the past post, I realised that I had not even done what I said I will do at the start of the year, worse still, I did what I wasn’t suppose to do, and now, kinda regret and angry with whatever I had done this year. 

To be frank, I don’t know what am I talking about, I can’t think properly, all my thoughts are in a mess, I know what I am suppose to do, yet I’m not doing even a minor thing. 

Ah, today, I realised that people used to say,”if you aren’t happy, how do you expect me to be?”, and I always don’t believe, but today, I finally have that feeling, I finally know why. And now I know why people will do whatever it takes to make the others happy, because, “if you ain’t happy, how do you expect me to be?”.

I don’t know what else to type here… Just wanna say, even though I don’t know what we will be in the future, I cherish every moment that I spent with you, and every moment I will be spending with you. 

AHHHHHHHHHHH, ok, i’m getting kinda weird these days, screw this o’lvl…

Yah.. This post was suppose to be up a week ago, somehow, I forget about it… Well, sorry brothers.. Monday and Tuesday are basically nothing, just new students coming in, and introducing new stuffs, the only fun part is the assembly, frankly, I quite like the band performance.. Hope I can attend the band performance in April.. And wish to bring one friend along(it will be better if a girl is whom I bring to)…

Haha, enough of crap.. Well, basically, the school life is still as normal, boring, sian, nothing else.. I’m looking forward to Monday-Olvl results releasing day and Friday-CCA recruiting day. Tomorrow, is Monday, obviously, what’s so special about it? Hmm.. I guess is the releasing of Olvl results and releasing of Art Olvl paper that makes it so special.. Haha…

Ok la… I’m actually quite scared of the releasing of Olvl results… B’cause.. That shows that a year later, I’ll be one of the people that the sec 3s will be focusing on.. Come to think of it, it’s actually very frightening… I only left less than a year to prepare for my Olvl… ahh!!!! Now then I realize that how much time I had wasted in the past few years… So, it’s really time to buck up isn’t it? Haha..

Ok la.. Being serious, I’m kinda tired after the day of shopping.. Haha, yah, gonna call it a day off… Bye, and see you guys;)

Yes yes, I know I have not been blogging for days and I’m sorry about that… And, Happy New Year everyone!! I think it will be a good start by saying that in the beginning of the post, haha!

Ok, first of all, let’s talk about yesterday, well… Basically I did nothing, just went to the dessert stall to help out in the renovation… And I am sad because I didn’t make it to the countdown with my brothers. It was one of my hope!!!! People says live your life without regrets, but here is, another one. But what comforts me is that, there is a next year that I can look forward to, and the next chance to countdown with them. So, it is also not a regret actually, haha!!

Ok, let’s start the post for today, went to change a phone, at starhub not singtel, sorry bro~ Oh, a new phone, hmmmm, well, a new laptop, a new table, a new handphone, what is new next?

Hm… Besides talking about the things I did today, I think I should start saying the targets of this year.

1. I want to concentrate on studies this year, no games(at least, not on the weekdays), no bgr(bros, help me with that), and have the discipline to study.(Yes I mean it, I really want to start to get serious with school work).

2. I want to get closer to her(this is not bgr, it’s just getting closer in relationship).

3. I want to save up my money, although I said that a lot of time, I mean it this time.

4. I want to start jogging, that may helps in disciplining myself.

5. I want to change my style, to a cooler style, no more uncool dress ups.

6. Be more generous, people had been complaining that I’d been selfish…

7. Go to church more often.

8. Get more new clothes!!

Yup, it’s kinda stupid if I write it here but not fulfilling it, so, I will try my very best to achieve my targets.

Haha, I think I should start doing my ss homework now, see ya guys~